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Things are always out of our expectation.

Lunar New Year's Eve has supposed to be a happy day to family,

but not to my family this year.

I have no idea whether it is just a coincidence or destiny already made by god.

My grandma just pass over in the morning of this Lunar New Year's Eve.

Although we had already predicted she merely had the last few days of her resting life,

it still happened too suddenly to accept the truth.

I deeply condemn my self if I would insist not to allow her abroad to 

Canada with me, maybe she were still alive and celebrated the holiday with us. 

That's the fault on my own.

Maybe she didn't has a perfect personality as everyone does under the sun,

She has been still my grandma .

I 'm so regretful of not spending more time accompanying with her before she died

and giving more forgiveness to her.

But it is grateful that every member of the family gather together with my grandma.

If my grandma still lived, it could be a home-sweet-home Lunar New Year's Eve.

That's really crucial of it isn't.

As the reason of my grandma died in cancer,

I do take care of my health more seriously.

It's a very important lecture only health can make any possibility.

Our life is merely a short period of time,

we should catch our dream as possible as we could.

That's another lecture I learn.

Rest in peace, my grandma.

I'm very proud of being your grandson.