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The lecture I learned had a very obvious subject

,God could absolutely punish anyone which do nothing good, although

may excuse one which do something bad sometimes.

On that morning, that nurse came into office asking everyone to donate

blood to emergency needing.

I'm very unavooidable to be persuited to donate,

in  the reason of there are only four guys, including myself, in the office.

I have alaways thought of blood is the most treasure liquid in human body,

so I reluctanly went to the line of people waiting for donating blood in ambulance.

I saw there were so many men to donate blood.

"Maybe the amount of donating blood has already been enough while exclude my donation."

I thought, so I decided to return to office continuing my work.

"There are too many people waiting on line, I don't want to waste my time

." I try to convinced myself with this minor excuse......ha!

Then here came the the best present from god,

I got my official-personnel signet!

So from that moment, I had to take charge of case which is assigned to me and take reponsibility of

what I done.

That's very harsh, though it is the necessary process to every rookie.

 But it's too conincident in this moment.

I prefer to believe it is the truely punishment, even retribution of

refusing doing something good form god, ha! ha!